Saturday, June 23, 2012 10:01 pm

/faint

listen, ♥I've spent about half my pay at gmarket.

I wanna die now.

NEED TO SAVE MONEYYYY!

On a side note, my blog's going private soon. (:

12:24 am

Emotions

listen, ♥I don't know what people want from me. I don't know how to react to what they think of me. I don't know what to expect and what they expect.

I don't know, I don't know.

What do people look for in a relationship, friendship, family and the list goes on. What exactly do they look out for.

I'm defeated by expectations. Time has once again proven, that it'll always be the victor, leaving me in dumps all over again.

And what did I do to deserve all these bullshit that I'm put through?!

Giving in time and again, without expecting anything in return. Listening to your grumbles and woes, without voicing my thoughts. Giving up on what I really want, so that you can receive what you have.

Am I being selfish here? Am I not doing enough? What more do you want?

I'm only human, I have feelings like any other, even if I don't express it.

How much more suppressed am I to be before things work out? I don't have much left in me to carry on. I'm hanging by a thread that is about to snap.

I'm tired, I really am. And if it doesn't kill you inside the way it does to me, then maybe it's time to rethink the situation and what we're working towards.

If you think I'm not doing enough, please let me know. It's tiring trying to guess what's wrong. I'm not a genius and I cannot read minds. If you've got a problem, voice it out and we'll possibly resolve the situation together. /loud sigh

Emotionally beaten, physically drained.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012 9:49 pm

Guilty

listen, ♥I feel bad for shouting at Shawn earlier.

I've yet to apologise. Me and my stupid ego.

It's been a long and tiring day, I should head to bed.

Sunday, June 03, 2012 10:19 pm

Relief

listen, ♥Feeling very much relieved that I've done my university application.

Praying harder than usual that I get accepted.